An Unsurity
xTx



There is a baby that came out of me this morning.  He has a cunt.  I don’t know what to do.  I ate the gross stuff. I washed my thighs.  Is that right?

There is sleep fucking porn where women get molested and fucked while they are sleeping.  I watched a lot of them.  I don’t believe those women were sleeping at all.

I walked into a forest by the sea.  Its name was Doug.  I got lost inside Doug for several days.  I ate bark and bugs.  I drank sap.  I was never warm.  My skin turned into bones.  When I fell asleep somebody came and fucked me.  I never woke up.  Twelve days later I came out into a clearing next to a busted up RV where a small family was swimming in an inflatable pool.  At first I thought Doug was joking but then I found my car and I drove away.  I remembered how to drive.  I remembered I was by the sea.

I named the baby Doug.  I pushed rice into his cunt.  He made little noises but nothing else happened.  I washed some towels.  I told my dog, NO.  I told Doug, NO.  I kept saying NO.  I started sleeping with little strings tied to all of my toes that were tied to chains that were tied to everything I owned.

I drove Doug to the sea. I walked Doug into Doug.  I left him there.  I hope one day I will find him swimming with the small family; frolicking in a pink ruffled bikini with yellow embroidered bumblebees.

Is that right?


xTx is a writer living in Southern California. She has been published in places like PANK, Smokelong, Monkeybicycle, elimae, >Kill Author and Dogzplot.  She has a free e-book entitled, “Nobody Trusts a Black Magician” available at Nonpress. She says nothing here.
 
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